Today Bethany will be taking an entrance exam for a high school. Will she do well? Is this the right school? Have we prepared her well enough? What's the right decision? Did she bring a good enough lunch?
So many things to be concerned about . . . and so, I was thinking about the grasshopper she caught years ago and what she (and it!) taught me about living a life of FREEDOM from worry, anxiousness, and the captivity of the cages we too often remain in when Jesus has opened the doors.
For anyone else tempted to worry and stay caged, here's that story:
Go, Grasshopper, Go!
“Mommmmyyyy!” Bethany raced into the house with a small
wire cage gripped tightly in her hands.
“Look, look, look, look!” She
skidded to a stop before me and shoved the cage under my nose. “Look what Grandpa caught for me. Isn’t it cool?”
I looked down into the
cage at a pale green grasshopper and a bit of fresh clover. I forced a smile. “Oh, isn’t that great.” Just what I needed, another bug in the house.
“I’m going to keep him
in my room. Whoo-hoo!” She darted up the steps and into her
bedroom. She spent the next hour putting
the tiny cage on her dresser, on the floor, on the table next to her bed, on
the windowsill, and finally, back down in the kitchen.
For three days, I
watched that poor little grasshopper as he sat on the wire mesh and twitched
his legs. By that time, the clover had
withered and the grasshopper had lost its brand-new appeal.
“Why don’t you let
that thing go now,” I said to Bethany as she wandered into the kitchen and
grabbed a snack. “He’ll die if you keep
him in there for too long.”
She studied the insect
for a long moment, then shrugged her shoulders.
“Oh, okay.” She reached for plug
on the side of the cage.
“Nooo, not in the
house! Take it outside.” I waved my hand toward the door.
Bethany snatched the
cage and took it out to the front deck.
A few minutes later, I heard her shout.
“Mom, it’s still in the cage.”
I dried my hands on
the dishtowel and hollered back. “Let it
out, Bethany.”
“It won’t go!”
“What do mean, it
won’t go?” I stepped outside to see the
cage open and the little grasshopper still clinging to the mesh inside.
“See.”
I squatted down. “Hmmm.”
Bethany waited.
I waited.
The grasshopper
waited. And waited. And waited.
Finally, we gave up
and left it in its open cage on the deck.
“It’ll go out eventually,” I told Bethany.
Three days later, that
grasshopper was still in his cage with no water and no food.
Bethany crossed her
arms and frowned. “How come it won’t go
out?”
I shook my head. “Silly, isn’t it? It’ll die in there if it doesn’t get out
soon.” I tipped the cage, picked up a
stick, and beat on the far end until the grasshopper fell through the
opening. A moment later, it hopped
away.
Bethany took my
hand. “Would it really have died?”
“I think so.”
We sat down on the
step and stared at the place where the grasshopper disappeared. Strange, I thought, how a creature would sit
in a cage and suffer when the way to freedom was open just beside it. But then, I wondered if I was much
different.
John 8:36 (NIV) tells
me, “So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed.” Christ has set me free, too. Free from sin, from worry, from fear.
Yet, sometimes, I
forget that because of Christ I am free indeed.
Instead I live as if worry and fear should be normal parts of my
everyday life. Bills come and I worry about how I will pay them. I have tests at the doctor’s office and am
afraid of what the results might be. I
worry that I’ll do poorly on an assignment, fail at my job, or that no one will
show up to my church small group.
So I sit in the cage
of my fears and get weaker and weaker while the door is standing open beside
me. But God has not called me to live in
the wire mesh of fear. Instead, He calls
me to trust Christ enough to get out of the cage and explore the life that He
has for me. He calls me to be free.
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