I'm working hard (all prayers very much appreciated!) on my new book, Reaching for Wonder. This week, I'm hoping to finish the chapter on the Samaritan woman who encounters Jesus by the well of her ancestor, Jacob. Below is the longing of my heart as I read her story. Maybe it's your longing too? In Christ can there be more than, "Is it what it is"? Pray for me, please, as I delve deeper into the wonder of this story that is resonating inside me this week!
Here's an except from my work-in-progress ...
“Come and see a man who has told me
everything I’ve done!”
John 4:4-42
It is what it is. I’ve said the phrase many times, but never
with hope. Never with joy. It is an expression of deep resignation. Sometimes,
it’s a saying that secretly breaks my heart.
Does
it always have to be this way? Is it really too late? Is the life I have all
that life will ever become? Are my pain, my shame, iron bars of a prison cell?
Or perhaps, in the hands of the Messiah, might they be the strange keys to
escape?
I
bring my helplessness, my hopelessness, to the well with the Samaritan woman. I
search for a thirsty man sitting by its side. I come with bucket empty and
heart not daring to hope. But I come. I listen.
I
encounter my Christ in the story of another woman whose heart beat like mine,
whose doubts and fears and shame had made her believe that life could never be
anything more.
And
I wonder … will this stranger by Jacob’s well free me too? Will he see me for who I truly am and still make
me whole? Can my life be more than it is what it is?